God if you're anywhere out there, do take a look at my life, tell me its not fucked up because all i see before me is a massive cluster fuck. If only we humans were not so weak, i'd solve this shit by myself already but NO, we just have to be this weak. Tell me its not fucked up, tell me its worth everything i do, tell me it will change for the better, tell me this is the one, so i can be convinced that i am not wasting my time nor the effort nor the tears. She's a good girl god. I kid you not.
i blogged@ 12:53 AM
When I die, they'll say, 'He couldn't play s***, but he sure made it sound good!'
