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Thursday, May 28, 2009

Uhhuh. Oh no.

mmm i swear im getting really restless these few days. Really boring for some reason. I think its because im counting down so.... everything else just seems really stupid and boring. And i'm finding it hard to wake up at 6 every morning recently. Keep oversleeping till like 630+. Sucks man. Fanny's having CTs so that doesn't make things any better. Throat's not healing. Like shit no it wont heal. Not at this rate of curry every damn day for lunch and dinner -.-

this sucks.

Turn my head its back to bed with no delay,
cant be bothered by the phone ten times a day,
Why get up my morning doesnt even start till two?
Forget reality waking up is hard to do.

Heart attack- sum41

yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaawn.

i blogged@ 7:56 PM
When I die, they'll say, 'He couldn't play s***, but he sure made it sound good!'

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

oooo. sometimes i get that too! like few nights back lol. well, maybe not heavy stuffs like yours but yeah on the rock side. yawns. i was here too (;

Labels: hugs.

i blogged@ 9:14 PM
When I die, they'll say, 'He couldn't play s***, but he sure made it sound good!'

for some reason i feel like i need some heavy music today o.o
feeling very.... hmmmmm. trashy? No idea. Just feel like exerting force on something.
weird..

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When I die, they'll say, 'He couldn't play s***, but he sure made it sound good!'

Sunday, May 24, 2009

ethan khoo happy birthday. ahah i hope you grow whiter and not blacker. Wonder what presents you got this year....

Labels: ethan's 19 hahaha

i blogged@ 9:28 PM
When I die, they'll say, 'He couldn't play s***, but he sure made it sound good!'

Saturday, May 23, 2009

back from ny!

will blog about it later on perhaps. or maybe tmr. (:

and yeah back to the lab-.- horribleeeeee. Got until monday to wrap up rcs project. damn.

i blogged@ 1:31 AM
When I die, they'll say, 'He couldn't play s***, but he sure made it sound good!'

Monday, May 18, 2009

Okay i think its the time of the year im missing SJI again. Mom was just telling how well sji int's doing now and blahblah. Good for them luh. Must be the explosions in the sky music that's playing. I suddenly missed you guys. like a lot. Sigh shit man. i think im homesick. I'm sji-sick. I'm fanny-sick. argh.

To: NCOs SJI NCC AIR 2006

Heya fellas. I missed you guys. How're you guys doing? I guess these pictures can do the talking. You guys remembered how JT used to nag at us, saying how much we should appreciate 2006 because its our centennial year? Well not exactly OUR year but yah. 50th year. He kept asking us to go for the dinner. Remember how we used to think he was trying to rip our money? I remember nigel was talking to me after one UG leaders meeting in the morning. He was pretty reluctant to go. But we all went eventually. It was hell of a dinner. I remember benson's mom sent us to the mrt station. Me and nigel trained home as usual. Nigel how are you man. I haven spoke to you in years. Months. Last time i met you was 08 teachers day. My good acsm, i'm glad i worked with you for a good one year. And of course benson. If there was anyone who made a big impact on me in sji ncc air, it'd be benson. Ben, i hope you see this. Many times i told myself i'd write something about you here but i end up forgetting cos im forever so busy. Benson choo wen hao, you've been a great friend. Not the kind of friend i'd pour out everything to though. You're the kind of friend who's like always ready for adventure, for fun, totally random, childish at times but yet serious when it came to work. You ALWAYS had my company's attandance in order. I never had to chase you for it. I never thanked you through out the whole year while we were in control. I'm sorry ben. You did a great job as CAS and if i swear i voted you as best NCO. But you had to be the most humble guy among us and rejected the award and gave it to pudgy. You should be the most outstanding lasallian. Sigh. Benben ah benben, i hope you'll have time when i come back to go out.

Remember this pic? Foot of ophir. Elson choi ben nigel me. Nigel with the feet shirt from that alzheimer's run we took part in. Monkey choi forever looking so kiddish. And my my ben look at you. 2005- you looked so different. Nigel you dont seem to age any bit. You still look so old now. lol. me- aiya whatever.

And then we took over 8Aug05! wow. It seems like its just yesterday for me. I remember it was a hell of a night. We tried to take a top9 picture but monkey choi went missing, jerald hong crashed the picture, so did joel. yeah look at us. Fresh idiots waiting to get our ass kicked by JT and melvin ho. But we did well didnt we? =))

And then 06 came. Photo taking. Remember how marcus tai wanted to be front row? and how we argued that our air room janitor shld be at the back? hahaha. But in the end we all agreed to let him sit in front cos he threw away the rubbish pretty much like 6/10 times. lol

AP06! yeah. Bye me, hello jon. Jonathan chen, i never really judged you as a successor. 2 reasons, i dont know how well i did. No.2- i trusted you. Still do anyway. Come to think of it, you did a fantastic job. Do you remember what i told you? As long as the top3 sticks together, your company will be solid. Glad it was. Well at least till your batch it was. For those who're curious about for Mr Lui said to me before taking the pace stick, he told me thank you very much godwin for your contributions. I replied its my honour Mr Lui. Yes cheesy but its true. I swear its an honour to work with so many outstanding people. Last post- i believe all 6csms had their tears pouring. ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh kaichuen. miss you too.

and then came centennial dinner! I forgot wher the rest went. But its okay. We're always together in spirit. Yes i wondered which idiot made me squat. I think it was elson. Ben you still look damn small here.

07 com camp! yeah. I think other than the nightwalk, the whole camp was pretty sian.

I dont know if this can be seen but yeah. Basically it contains a really cheesy line by benson choo.

Ben i'm sorry. I'm sorry that there were so many times in J1 whereby you tried to talk to me and i just ignored you cos i was busy talking to others. I'm sorry each time when you called i tried to evade and hang up. Well i wasnt lying that i was busy. I was really busy with work. I should have spent more time talking to you. Im sounding like you're dead or something lol. Anyway ben you get the point. I tried calling you in camp serveral times. but you were prolly sleeping soundly in SAFTI so yeah. I'll join you in a year okay? you can be my PC.

AP08. Last AP for ben and terry. Its gonna be mine and lester's this year. Lets end it with a bang alright? Not a gangbang but yah you get the point. i've had a great 7years with the unit and i think i'd like to take a break. I'll visit the unit as and when im free. Mel ho, we're all waiting for you. When you come back, we'll come back. till then.... disperse!

I believe this was 04 march past. This is the best AP picture i've seen so far. Pudgy, please try to take better ones this year if you're coming.

There were times i told lester i miss no.1. Yeah kinda no life but yeah its true. i miss the hours under the sun. I miss JT yelling OI parade RSM can you get ur supporting cont ready? i miss ben and lester's bickering. I miss terry's bragging about his pullups. yeahh.

Guys, if you all can book out this july 7th, please do. We ought to catch up. I know past few years i've not been going out with you guys after ap but since this is my last ap as CLT so i'd like to spend it with you guys. Lets go out okay? But you cant cut my hair im warning you baldies. Ill be like you in a year so relax.

Ah. I feel so much better. okays okays. Time to email baby. I swear baby looks so cute below. :D

Heading off to NYC in..... 6hours!

Labels: SJI 157TH ANNIVERSARY PARADE- 7th JULY09 SJI FIELD 6PM

i blogged@ 12:08 PM
When I die, they'll say, 'He couldn't play s***, but he sure made it sound good!'

hahahaha. Happy four months baby<3

Heya baby(:

love ya! today was fun wasnt it? HAHA. d=

Labels: love my fanny baby (;

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When I die, they'll say, 'He couldn't play s***, but he sure made it sound good!'

Friday, May 15, 2009

hahahahahhah :D:D:D

left eye was twitching the whole day and yeaaaaaaaaaaah fanny was right. hahaha.

Labels: GOOD.

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When I die, they'll say, 'He couldn't play s***, but he sure made it sound good!'

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

cant help but start to hope.

Yeah tuesday.

Came home earlier today at like 8 and baby's at school so..... got nothing to do here. Waiting for pb epi20 to come out. I think season4's pretty boring. It seems like the directors just got bored or somehow ran out of exciting ideas. Nevertheless, still really cool. Cant wait. Tmr's gonna be wednesdayyy and wednesday night here means thursday morning in sg. Thursday morning means =DD. Guess that's something that keeps me going. Then after thursday would be friday. Friday would mean weeeeeekendddss. though i think weekends are getting more boring with all the work and everyone's home at baby's place. Not really anticipating weekends like how i used to. But at least i get to sleep in. I swear i'm gonna talk to dr zaman when i get back. goddd. I wonder how long more can i take this.

work was fine today. Pretty good actually. Was in a pretty good mood for work today. Maybe cos i didnt have much to do. I'm pretty much drawing up conclusions for my data, trying to put things into places. Looking for loopholes in my data. Boss has been throwing back my data calling them non reproducible and stuff but mahesh and i still believe in our work so yeah repeating some experiments, digging up my old data and showing it to boss. Speaking of which, in a blink of an eye, im like 3/5-3/4 through my logbook already. ahahha i'm so happy. I blew like 150pages already. more than that actually. =D Well i get that sense of accomplishment each time i open my logbook and write my experiment. Dont really dread protocols now. Pretty good i guess.

LOL. Ok this was like so random during work just now. Was doing my h202 resistance assay then i realised eh. 616 with a line below looks like a smiley face. hahahhahah then slowly i started making them look more like a smiley face. As you can see in the amazing transformation. hahahaha.

i blogged@ 8:57 AM
When I die, they'll say, 'He couldn't play s***, but he sure made it sound good!'

Tuesday, May 12, 2009

LOL. okay so we went to downtown baltimore last saturday. MY GOD. FINALLY some colour can! Beltsville is like so fugging dull. Like so grey. Downtown was like sooo colourful. Yes. Anyway the pics are all jumbled up. Dont ask me, blame the office com. Gotta use their network to upload pics. Home net is just too laggy for shit. Anyways, it was quite okay la. I still thought sentosa's underwater world's better. Eh seriously man. Doesn mean anything with the big USA stamp means its good. Well at least for the fish displays singapore is better. But the dolphins here are much more pretty i think. Sg dolphins if i didnt remember wrongly, looked pretty damn ugly. lol. Okay was never really a fish fan anyway. And so i was watching the dolphins swim then i suddenly had the urge to swim too =/. like arghhghghghghghg. miss having water around me. Ok maybe i'm addicted to swimming. Well you can't help it. LGC's way too fun. mmhmm. We spent the whole morning and half the afternoon there. Had lunch over there as well. At least the food there isnt as overpriced as tourist attractions in singapore. So i guess its not too bad overall. Oh the ride there was like freagging boring. Mahesh suresh porteen yy and i squeezed into suresh's mazda which i swear should only be allowed for 4people.. Yah. It was hell of a squeeze for a good 1.5hrs or so. The ride back was better though. I knocked out and slept 3/4 the ride back. awesome. Sleep's never enough when you're working in usda. I guess the moral of the story after 4months here would be to think twice before coming to USA. especially USDA. Fuck! Ya like i said, not everything with the USA stamp is good. Hell of a torture-.- and when i mean torture, it really is torture. I better not say too much or ill end up like lester. LOL. yes yes, lesson learnt from lester. Sunday was spent visiting porteen's senior. Went over to his place opposite USDA. Pretty neat apartment. 3room apartment for like 1k+ a month? I think its pretty ex.. Which means 1.5k SGD. i think i can rent a condo at that price. Anyway visiting him made me see how starting a family is actually pretty darn hard. He's like mid thirties, with a 3year old kid. Totally no furniture at all yet cos he's like so broke. Not easy to earn a living as a scientist man. Well at least he had net and some LCD tv. Not too bad. Anyway from what i gathered about indian families, i realised they treat their wives like some cooking master. Or rather, king of household chores. Its like all the wive does is to clean the house, cook food, look after the kid and that's about it. They dont go out, they dont work, just chores kid chores kid chores kid chores kid food food food food. No wonder they all end up bulked. LOL. Ohwell. Sucks to be stuck in the house. I wonder how they take it. Oh the kid was pretty fun to play with though. Yes, it is hard to believe but i CAN interact with kids despite my menacing, playful nature, with the excessive use of colourful language. hahahaha. I think people like joanna must be laughing her balls off. and ethan would be like fuck you where did your balls go? LOls.

Sunday night was just mind blowing. Baby knows whyyy :D:D d= It's been long luh baby. So glad the net didnt bail on me last night. :D cant wait for thursday!

MONDAY- yah today sucked like so bad. Past 4days of growth pattern experiments all failed like balls. Yah felt so miserable in the afternoon cos the results were like seriously seriously beyond fuckedfuckedfucked. then after i reported my results to dr arvind in his office, i came back to lab and mahesh was like freagging stunned i didnt get scolded. He was like- oh my god man, what magic did you do on him? I -.- at him. Yeah i seduce my boss. happy now? Lolol.

Eh kk gotta go check my motility swarming diameters. brb. LOL. ok i'm back at home. Took my motility photos and packed up already. So so tired. Oh i went out to buy donuts while waiting for motility plates to grow. hahaha. i think the no.1 thing i like about here are the donuts. dunkin((: pity all the franchises in sg closed down. lol. then the funny thing was that when i was walking back, the sky suddenly turned dark. I swear it took nothing more than 5mins and it started pouring. I was like holy tits then i broke into a run and ran back to lab. Needless to say i got soaked anyhow

Dinner was good. Minced chicken curry again. Thought i had that 2days ago.. but heck it was still good. anyways, off to take my warm shower and knock out.

Labels: baby's misssssedddddd

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When I die, they'll say, 'He couldn't play s***, but he sure made it sound good!'

Sunday, May 10, 2009

ahahaha look at baby! so cute hahhah:D

i blogged@ 11:42 AM
When I die, they'll say, 'He couldn't play s***, but he sure made it sound good!'

Thursday, May 7, 2009

hey fucktard.
what can i do so you'd stop fucking around with whatever i do?
From 1-10 things i do you're like fucking around from 1-7.
Why the fuck are you so bent on outdoing me?
You know fucking well it won't happen so why even try?
You'll forever be you and i'll forever be the one who's one step higher.
QUIT DOING EVERYTHING I DO BEFORE I LOSE MY COOL AND I SWEAR I'LL DISMEMBER YOU.

i blogged@ 10:37 PM
When I die, they'll say, 'He couldn't play s***, but he sure made it sound good!'

Monday, May 4, 2009

Yeah im done with it. I still think its a little weird though. Hope zaman understands. anyway, i was in the lab just now till like 7 doing h202 resistance tests and i suddenly felt so fugging no life. Like why the hell am i in a lab till so late on a sunday-.- SUNDAY. It's like the god given day of rest man. but still. If i dont do it today, i'll have to do it tomorrow. So might as well do it today.
Went to the grill bar for lunch again. Had this ribs and shrimp combo and like 2 glasses of coke. Okay im like already fat so why not. get fatter. Who gives a shit anyway. Maybe when i go back ill get inspired by sookeng's skinny ass and ill start running again -.-

This was saturday's lunch at some cheena or was it korean restaurant. Forget it. It was a good lunch. This was apparently what they call wonton in hot oil? but it ended up tasting like xiao long bao. so 6.50 for 6 pieces.. pretty worth it. Tastes better than dtf anyway.

Then this was supposedly beef ommelette. Yah ok it looks like shit cos i used my phone camera which is like 75% damaged cos i drop it like once a week kinda thing. But trust me it tasted so fucking good. I haven tasted egg in like 2months? fuck man. good.

This hmmm was wait let me think. Oh kung pao shrimp+ scallop. This was good.

Then on our way back to lab, we saw this on the trees. I think its a cocoon. I think its my first time seeing a cocoon so big? and like so many man. yy got scared and quickly walked away. Lols.

lol. then went over to shoppers after work to grab some fruits then i saw this. LOL no its not 20lbs of NOS. Its just some energy drink. Really cool can. I bet marcus would buy this ahahaha

Yah. Sunday was lame shit boring. tmr's monday. Back to work. Sookeng wants caps. Man ill try to find kay. If i even have time to go out. Seriously this place isnt what you would imagine US to be lol. Its really secluded and im like fugging busy but ill be on the look out when i go out. Dad's off to germany already i think. Eh no. I think he's going on sg time monday evening or smth. Enjoy germany man. Poor mom. home alone.

Labels: man i hate this feeling.

i blogged@ 8:41 AM
When I die, they'll say, 'He couldn't play s***, but he sure made it sound good!'

Saturday, May 2, 2009

little noobs.

man, seriously, you guys suck.
How can you still call it your work after it's been processed by 3billion other people?
you know what i think? I think you guys are like fugding incompetent.
Where has all the integrity gone? Seriously, this interim report thing is overrated.
Flex your brain muscles people. Oh wait. Did you guys have any to begin with?

1000words- no sweat.

i blogged@ 12:42 AM
When I die, they'll say, 'He couldn't play s***, but he sure made it sound good!'

Friday, May 1, 2009

fuck. cant get it out of my head.

i blogged@ 3:57 AM
When I die, they'll say, 'He couldn't play s***, but he sure made it sound good!'