When things don't turn out the way you want them to, you blame others, the circumstance, everything else. But who can you blame when the problem lies with you? It feels crappy when you wanna get something so bad but circumstances don't allow it due to some wrongly played moves? I mean being an opportunist, its bloody irritating when opportunity doesn't knock. How should one take this? I'm not sure. Its hard to accept something when you don't want to- like you can't believe this is happening; like you wish you could replay your moves. Why is it that more often than not we lack the hindsight to predict what's gonna happen and how we should handle the situation. 
i blogged@ 5:10 PM
When I die, they'll say, 'He couldn't play s***, but he sure made it sound good!'
