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Tuesday, November 24, 2009

fuck nuts

Man. I dont even know how to describe how fucked up i feel. Lol. Words fail me. AIYAH. Only word i can think of is fuck. Half the Fs i use arent meant as vulgarities but meant as a form of expression. Fs are so good at expressing the unexpressible. Really. You can F almost everything and F at almost everything. Like how i feel now. Its super f-ed up.

Lets try and analyse why. FIRST and foremost, i think the biggest reason would be the lack of sleep. How come the things i have to do just never seem to end. Somehow i dont get decent sleep when i sleep. My brain doesn want to rest wtf. I let it rest it doesn wanna rest then when i want it to work, it fking wants to sleep. zomg. I should turn nocturnal. School should start at 9pm. Anyway, a cascade of fucked up events have been plaguing my life. Small shits that pile up to one gigantic mountain of shit and it feels like someone's picking me up and throwing me into that giant pile of shit and letting me fall through that shithole. Not forgetting all the shit that's piling up simultaneously. Geesus. Well most people would prolly tell me dude thats fucked up shit. What's your problem man chill. Well if i could why would i not? Damn.

FYP's terrible, workouts arent working, datelines not reaching, throat not healing, lectures never ending, projects never ending, parents complaining, god this sucks. Something good has to happen like now. NOW.

i blogged@ 8:35 PM
When I die, they'll say, 'He couldn't play s***, but he sure made it sound good!'