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Wednesday, September 9, 2009
090909.
Hello(:
What a wonderful date it is today. Gurion reminded me it was 090909 today. God damn. This calls for a special post. LOL. Well these few days were tiring. Spent tuesday racking my brain for the damn NTU speech and ta da finally got it. And today was pretty good. One of the better nights i would say. Lets see if i can pull tmr off as well. Tueday was spent going out with hun to this secluded park at this secluded khatib. Ok initially i thought it was super waste of time cos it was such a fantastic morning to be resting at home but the trip proved to be fun anyhows. lol. The day ended with lots of fun. It always does(:
WED. hmm what did i do today. oh yes. Morning was lifeguard training and yayness finally day training. Gotta put a stop to all the moonburns. LOL. Ok la i must admit my stamina isnt like godly high like before so yes im damn noob now and i'm fine with it. And i bet there're people talking about it so all you haters, its cool with me really. No qualms about it. Rock on. Hun was awesome enough to pop out of nowhere after training to surprise me and join me for lunch. Otherwise i would have to trouble the girls to have lunch with me again LOL. We had a good talk too didnt we(:
Speaking of which, i realised i made quite a few enemies recently or maybe long ago just that i didnt realise it. Well a couple of reasons. No.1 its probably because i dont give a shit about it.. prolly because its such a silly matter, so there you go, matter might have escalated. No.2 its prolly because i'm not your regular joe hence my words might not exactly be music to everyone's ears. Well, if that's the case, then so be it. I dont live to say wonderful things to please everyone. But still, i find it really weird. I dont bite so why be afraid? Well unless you're having an inferiority complex then LOL that's your problem not mine. Should you be an unintended victim of my verbal lashes, i'm sorry. You know i don't mean harm. Moving on.
Desmond used to tell me to always play the bigger man when im stuck with fucked up situations, like when someone is trying to steal my girlfriend or when i'm fighting with someone. Lol well to some extent that's feasible. And i try my best to play the bigger man but i guess as humans, our patience has its limits, and no one is jesus here so we tend to lose our cool once in awhile. Shit happens. And another cool fact about humans is that we are fucking scavangers. Afterall our ancestors were apes and before that were apparently sharks, that's according to the book i read last time. They said before apes, there were sharks. So like it or not, good boy or not, saint or not, we all were born with animal instincts. Case in point, lets look at mating. We all have to do it, and we all like to do it. Its fucking natural, why the big hype over it? Sure dont screw all around in public and make everyone else jealous but be discreet. You see if God really made us, i find it really weird that he made us with a sinning chip. Yes our damn brain. our damn brain is the sinning chip. How the hell are we gonna stop sinning when the very art of creation had a sinning chip implanted in us in the first place. Doesn make sense isnt it. It just shows that you're a saddist. Ok i'm digressing. This was probably how i got a C for GP. yes king digresser. ANYWAY. So we are scavangers by nature. We hunt in packs and within the pack there's always a power struggle. Until now you see it happening in various governments all over the world. And the best part is, this great economic leap that singapore experienced in the past 40years, might not exactly be the best thing that happened. Maybe that MAN did not foresee the social consequences of his brilliant success plan. Sure he achieved his goals. We prospered, we made money, we became famous. But are we morally and socially mature enough to be citizens of a first world country? Nah i don't think so. Maybe some of us are but i think this society lacks maturity. That's just my opinion. Sure go ahead and challenge it. The country's drive for success has made our society even more vicious. It has brought forth the inner dog in us. Hence the saying, its a dog-eat-dog world. To each his own, my friends. If you're still stuck in the oooh friends forever world, time to wake up your idea and start preparing for society. School gives chances, but society doesn't. One wrong move and hey presto, you became a rung on the workforce ladder. A RUNG. God damn it. Oh, here's the best best best part. Guess what? School doesn teach you how to handle society. If you see it coming, good for you. You got foresight. For those unfortunate ones, too bad, you're food. Therefore, society will be always classified into different leagues because of the way we were made. Someone has to be the predator and someone has to be the prey.
Point is, for those enlightened ones, you should be big hearted enough to pardon the insensitivity and the lack of maturity of the little ones. That is why the law splits itself into judgement for minors and judement for regular offenders. When you're insensitive, you're usually unaware of the consequences of the words you speak. Hence the saying, be the bigger man and don't fret about it. Lesson of the day: If you thought whatever i just said was bullshit or couldn't understand, dig this.
Point 1. We are all animals. It is the conditioning we receive, be it from various sources, that prevents us from unleashing the inner animal. Point 2. True friends are hard to come by. If you think you're losing your friend, stop whatever you're doing immediately. Good relationships are truly the most priceless things in the world, not that flashy porshe that outrun-ed the 747 plane. Des, dont be upset anymore, you can lose the world but you cant lose your friends.
Hidden arrows? No sweat, i've got a fkin bazooka. Eat shit
i blogged@ 11:41 PM
When I die, they'll say, 'He couldn't play s***, but he sure made it sound good!'
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