well, firstly, i think what i said yday was so true.

What a contradiction.

by all means man. by all means.

Enough said. On a lighter note. Church was fun today. Well, sort of. Woke up at like 945. when church supposedly starts at 10.30. I think. Anyway. Didnt even have time to eat breakfast so yeah flew down, took a shower stuffed my fucking guitar into the bag and guess what. In that rush i freaking broke my damn zip. Yeah. So for a moment i couldnt close my silly bag but i eventually figured out how to rezip the thing using the remaining zip. Yah man. there goes my 45dollars. Stupid ovation bag. So i zoomed off to church. On the car i realisd SHIT im playing today. nucking futs. so i told my dad to drop me directly outside the church while he went to park his car. Zoomed in and checked the songs. lame as usual. Found the scores and before i could plug myself in, service started -.- yeah man. so blahblahblahblahblah after like 10mins i plugged myself in and yeah. Almost got into trouble today by shredding 2 seconds during amazing grace hahah. Sorry dude, your climax is too climaxing. I felt it coming, i really couldnt resist. WELL, if you let me touch my electric and crank up the overdrive, i swear it would have sounded so much nicer, but NOOOO, you never let me. So tada. Made do with what i have. Yeah man. and i felt so so so good after that. totally guitargasmic again. and yes, i didnt fall asleep in church today. Pro not.

yeah found this pick on the floor.

apparently someone got too violent with the pick.

pretty.

Had the usual for lunch and tried to sleep on the way home but i couldnt get it off my mind so yeah. Head started to hurt so i came back and slept somemore then woke up to study as usual.

So pretty much the usual boring sunday.

"just a chance that maybe we'll find better days" -Goo Goo Dolls

Lesson learnt today:

you'll be much happier if you can learn not to expect anything. Trying man, trying. I was just born with too much expectations from everyone else. It's kinda ingrown already. ohwell.